KELLY CLARKSON - MY DECEMBER - 2007

:: MY DECEMBER ::
:: Kelly Clarkson ::
:: 2007 ::

NEVER AGAIN
(Jimmy Messer / Kelly Clarkson)
I hope the ring you gave to her
Turns her finger green.
I hope when you’re in bed with her,
You think of me.
I would never wish bad things,
But I don’t wish you well.
Could you tell ‘bout the flames that burned your words?

I never read your letter
‘Cause I knew what you’d say.
Give me that Sunday school answer.
Try to make it all okay.

Does it hurt to know I’ll never be there?
Bet it sucks to see my face everywhere.
It was you who chose to end it like you did.
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you would do
Don’t say you simply lost your way
She may believe you
But I never will
Never again

If she really knows the truth,
She deserves you.
A trophy wife, oh how cute.
Ignorance is bless.
But when your day comes,
And he's through with you.
And he'll be through with you.
You'll die together but alone.

You wrote me in a letter.
What you couldn’t say right to my face.
Give me that Sunday school answer.
Repent yourself away.

Does it hurt to know I’ll never be there?
Bet it sucks to see my face everywhere.
It was you who chose to end it like you did.
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you would do
Don’t say you simply lost your way
They may believe you
But I never will
Never again

Never again will I hear you?
Never again will I miss you?
Never again will I fall to you?
Never!
Never again will I kiss you?
Never again will I want to?
Never again will I love you?
Never!

Does it hurt to know I’ll never be there?
Bet it sucks to see my face everywhere.
It was you who chose to end it like you did.
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you would do.
Don’t say you simply lost your way.
They may believe you
But I never will.
I never will.
I never will.
Never again.

ONE MINUTE
You’re going crazy,
Running on empty,
You can’t make up your mind,
You try to hide it,
But you had to say it,
Restless all this time,
So completely drained from every thing that’s in your life,
It’s so wrong but you had to scream every thought you kept inside,

One minute you laugh,
The next minute you’re slowly sinking into something black,
I get the feeling that lately nothing ever really lasts,
I keep trying to get up but I keep falling back,
And you love,
And you hate,
And you wait,
Cause one minute goes fast,

You just can’t escape it,
You’re losing patience,
You wonder what went wrong,
Everything changes,
Happy then jaded,
Always a different song,
Playin’ in your head just when you think you got it down,
Out of nowhere you realize it’s different music playing now,

One minute goes fast,
Fast,
Fast,
Fast,
One minute goes fast,
Yeah,
Yeah,

One minute you laugh,
The next minute you’re slowly sinking into something black,
I get the feeling that lately nothing ever really lasts,
I keep trying to get up but I keep falling back,
And you love,
And you hate,
And you wait,
Cause one minute goes,
One minute goes,
One minute goes,
Fast,

HOLE
(Kelly Clarkson / Jimmy Messer / Dwight Baker)
Tired
Of everything around me
I smile
But I don’t feel a thing no

I’m so far from where I need to be
I’ve given up on faith, on everything
All I want, all I need
Is some peace

There’s a hole
Inside of me
It’s so cold
Slowly killing me

Secrets
Eating at the core of me
Shut off
Trusting all the lies I breathe

I’m so far from where I need to be
I’ve given up on faith, on everything
All I wanted, all I needed
Was some peace

There’s a hole
Inside of me
It’s so damn cold
Slowly killing me

Sinking ever so slowly
So far from where I should be
No hands reaching out for me
Help me, help me

Something’s gone
I can feel it
It’s all wrong
I’m so sick of this

There’s a hole
Inside of me
It’s so cold
Slowly killing me
There’s a hole
Inside of me
It’s so damn cold
Slowly killing me

SOBER
(Kelly Clarkson / Aben Eubanks / Jimmy Messer / Calamity McEntire)
And I don’t know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing’s real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I’ve been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

Three months and I’m still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it’s never really over

And I don’t know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won’t worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time

Three months and I’m still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It’s never really over, no

Wake up

Three months and I’m still standing here
Three months and I’m getting better year
Three months and I still am

Three months and it’s still harder now
Three months I’ve been living here without you now
Three months yeah, three months

Three months and I’m still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up

Three months and I’m still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers

DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME
(Kelly Clarkson/Jimmy Messer/Malcolm Pardon/Fredrick Rinman)
It's over, it's over, it’s over...

It seems you can’t hear me
When I open my mouth you never listen
You say stay, but what does that mean
Do you think I honestly want to be reminded forever?

Don't waste your time trying to fix
What I want to erase
What I need to forget
Don’t waste your time on me my friend
Friend, what does that even mean?
I don’t want your hand
You'll only pull me down
So save your breath
Don’t waste your song
On me, on me
Don’t waste your time

It’s not easy not answering
Every time I want to talk to you
But I can’t
If you only knew the hell I put myself through
Replaying memories in my head of you and I
Every night

Don’t waste your time trying to fix
What I want to erase
What I need to forget
Don’t waste your time on me my friend
Friend, what does that even mean?
I don’t want your hand
You’ll only pull me down
So save your breath
Don’t waste your song
On me, on me
Don’t waste your time

You’re callin’
You’re talkin’
You’re tryin’
Tryin' to get in
But it’s over, it’s over, it’s over
Friend

Don’t waste your time trying to fix it
So save your breath, don’t waste your song
On me, on me
Don’t waste your time

You held me
You felt me
You left me
But it’s over, it's over, it’s over
You touched me
You had me
But it’s over, it's over, it’s over my friend
Don't waste my time

JUDAS
(Kelly Clarkson / Jimmy Messer / Dwight Baker)
The only one who took you in?
The only one who held your hand?
Defended you against the others?
Had your back on everything?
Never let you down?
You turned around betrayed your only brother

Forgetting me, you took things in your hands and left me out
After we’d been through so much, how could you let me down?

I didn’t know, I didn’t know
I couldn’t see, I couldn’t see
Never thought you’d forget me
Couldn’t believe, couldn’t believe
How you deceived, you deceived
I never thought you’d do that to me

I will never be like you
I’ll never do the things you do
Selfish and lonely, what’s your problem?
Letting go of you and this
Is harder than I thought but I will not be poisoned by your actions

Forgetting me, you took things in your hands and left me out
After we’d been through so much, how could you let me down?

I didn’t know, I didn’t know
I couldn’t see, I couldn’t see
Never thought you’d forget me
Couldn’t believe, couldn’t believe
How you deceived, you deceived
I never thought you’d do that to me

Forgetting me, you took things in your hands and left me out
After we’d been through so much, how could you let me down?
Down, you let me down

HAUNTED
(Kelly Clarkson / Jason Halbert / Jimmy Messer)
Louder, louder
The voices in my head
Whispers taunting
All the things you said
Faster the days go by and I’m still
Stuck in this moment of wanting you here
Time
In the blink of an eye
You held my hand, you held me tight
Now you’re gone
And I’m still crying
Shocked, broken
I’m dying inside

Where are you?
I need you
Don’t leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can’t survive unless I know you’re with me

Shadows linger
Only to my eye
I see you, I feel you
Don’t leave my side
It’s not fair
Just when I found my world
They took you, they broke you, they tore out your heart

I miss you, you hurt me
You left with a smile
Mistaken, your sadness
Was hiding inside
Now all that’s left
Are the pieces to find
The mystery you kept
The soul behind a guise

Where are you
I need you
Don’t leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can’t survive unless I know you’re with me

Why did you go?
All these questions run through my mind
I wish I couldn’t feel at all
Let me be numb
I’m starting to fall

Where are you?
I need you
Don’t leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can’t survive unless I know you’re with me

Where are you?
Where are you?

You were smiling

BE STILL
(Kelly Clarkson / Aben Eubanks)
Far, away from it all
You and me with no one else around
A brand new start
Is all we need, it’s all we need to mend these hearts
Back to the beginning

Be still
Let it go

Before we lost hope
When we still touched and love wasn’t so hard

Be still
I already know

Foolish one with the smile
You don’t have to be brave
Every time we fall down
But we’re falling from grace
I’ll gladly climb your walls if you’ll meet me halfway

Slow, slow it down
Why do we run, we’re missing so much babe
Just lay in my arms for a while

Be still
We should’ve known

Foolish one with the smile
You don’t have to be brave
I’ll gladly climb your walls
If you’ll meet me halfway
Every time we fall down
But we’re falling from grace
Here’s my hand and my heart
It’s yours to take

Be still

MAYBE*
I’m strong but I break
I'm stubborn and I make plenty of mistakes
Yeah, I’m hard
And life with me is never easy
To figure out, to love
I’m jaded but I’m so lovely
All you have to do is hold me
And you know, and you see just
How sweet it can be
If you trust me,
love me, let me, maybe
Maybe...
Someday when we’re at the same place
Or we’re on the same road when it’s okay to hold my hand
Without feeling lost without all these excuses

When it’s just because you love me
You let me you need me maybe maybe
Baby all you have to do is hold me
And to know and to see just how sweet it can be
If you trust me love me let me baby maybe

I'm confusing as hell yeah I'm north and south
And I’ll probably never have it all figured out
But what I know is I wasn't meant
To walk this world without you
And I promise I’ll try I’m gonna try
To give you every little part of me
Every single detail you miss with your eyes
maybe maybe oh maybe maybe maybe

One day we’ll be together
You’ll need me you’ll see me completely
Every little bit of me oh and maybe you’ll love me love me

I don't want to be tough and I don't wanna be proud
I don't need to be fixed and I certainly don't need to be found
I'm not lost I need to be loved I just need to be loved
I just want to be loved by you and I won't stop
Cause I believe that maybe yeah maybe
Maybe yeah maybe maybe yeah baby…

I should know better than to touch the fire twice
But I'm thinking maybe, yeah maybe you might

Maybe, love maybe

HOW I FEEL
(Kelly Clarkson / Jimmy Messer / Dwigth Baker)
Looks like I made a mess again
Heartbreak everywhere I step
This fire is getting hot again
But I touch the flame ‘cause I’m a curious cat
Creeping where I don’t belong
Finding out what I knew all along
Crying all alone
And it’s all my fault, all my fault

Yeah, I did it again... again

Oh, I’m getting tired of believing
Even sicker of pretending
That it’s not so bad, just wait it out
Oh, I think you’re feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn’t him
And that’s how I feel right now so just let me be
Let me be

It seems every time I find a good man
He’s got a good little wife
I’m not jealous but I won’t lie
I don’t want to hear about your wonderful life
And babies everywhere I look
Trophy wives with their little black books
At this rate I’m gonna end up alone
It’s probably all my fault, all my fault

Oh, another dead end…again

Oh, I’m getting tired of believing
Even sicker of pretending
That it’s not so bad, just wait it out
Oh, I think you’re feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn’t him
And that’s how I feel right now

Bitter pill that I’ve swallowed
Just how low can my heart sink?
Fairy tales from so long ago
Save them for someone that’s not smart enough to know

‘Cause I, I’m getting tired of believing
I’m through pretending
Yeah I’m broken and sad so I’ll sit this one out
Oh I think you’re feeding me lies again
The only good man left wasn’t him
And that’s how I feel right now

How I feel right now
How I feel right now
How I feel right now
Let me be
How I feel right now
How I feel right now
How I feel right now
Let me be

YEAH*
Lay back, enjoy the fall lover I won't hurt you
I take it all on if you trust me
Don't hesitate let it go, let me know, baby show me
I don't read minds but I'm trying my best to read yours

Yeah
Let me know, let me know
Yeah
Let me know, it's all for you

Help me help yourself
I want to give it all to you but
Don’t make me second guess, I don’t want to play games no more
For sure I’ve got your back, I’ve never wanted anything more than you and your sexy smile
I love you so try not to blow it this time

Yeah
Let me know, let me know
Yeah
Let me know, it's all for you

Everything inside you, about you
I want to know, taste, hold, love you anytime I want to
Let me show you, let me give you everything I have saved just for you
I know you love me but I'm gonna need more than what you're giving me
I want to feel you but I feel empty
You gotta help me, you gotta meet me halfway
There I see you, can you see me, closer now
Just tell me, show me, what it's gonna take to get you to trust me, love me like I know you can

Yeah
Let me know, let me know
Yeah
Let me know, it's all for you

CAN I HAVE A KISS?
(Kelly Clarkson / Jimmy Messer / Dwight Baker)
Excuse me for this
I just want a kiss
I just want to know what it feels like to touch
Something so pure
Something I’m so sure of
What it feels like to stand outside your door
I’m unworthy
I can see you’re above me
But I can be lovely given the chance

Don’t move
I want to remember you just like this
Don’t move
It’s only a breath or two between our lips

I know why you left
I can’t blame you myself
Must be hard living with ghosts and such an empty shell
I tried to warn you
I’ve been a mess since you’ve known me
I can’t promise forever
But I’m working on it
If I can’t hold you
Can I give you a kiss?
Can I have a kiss?

I see that you’re torn
I’ve got some scars of my own
Seems I want what I know is gonna leave me hungry

Don’t move
I need to remember you just like this

I know why you left
I can’t blame you myself
Must be hard living with ghosts and such an empty shell
I tried to warn you
I’ve been a mess since you’ve known me
I can’t promise forever
But I’m working on it
If I can’t hold you
Can I give you a kiss?
Can I?

All I have
All I can give to you I will
Just promise this
If I can’t have forever
Can I have a kiss?

I know why you left
I can’t blame you myself
Must be hard living with ghosts and such an empty shell
I tried to warn you
I’ve been a mess since you’ve known me
I can’t promise forever
But I’m working on it
If I can’t hold you
Can I give you a kiss?
Can I give you a kiss?
Can I, can I?
Can I have a kiss?

IRVINE(Kelly Clarkson / Aben Eubanks)
Are you there?
Are you watching me?
As I lie here on this floor
They say you feel what I do
They say you’re here every moment
Will you stay?
Stay ‘till the darkness leaves
Stay here with me
I know you’re busy, I know I’m just one
But you might be the only one who sees me
The only one to save me

Why is it so hard?
Why can’t you just take me?
I don’t have much to go
Before I fade completely

Can you feel how cold I am?
Do you cry as I do?
Are you lonely up there all by yourself?
Like I have felt all my life
The only one to save mine

How are you so strong?
What’s it like to feel so free?
Your heart is really something
Your love, a complete mystery to me

Are you there watching me?
As I lie here on this floor
Do you cry, do you cry with me?
Cry with me tonight

Are you there?
Are you watching me?

CHIVAS*
(faixa escondida)You’re not worth it babe
The trouble you bring the noise you keep
And you don’t even care

I’m so sick of you babe
Nights wasted I'm through faking
You don’t turn me on
You don’t do anything at all

Baby I can’t stand the sight of your face
Baby I don’t even want to hear your name

Don’t know what I saw
But are you seeing it now?
Woke up this morning, bitterness in my mouth

Guess I fell too fast
Guess I learned my lesson
So much for true love
I’ll take this Chivas instead

You’re too high maintenance babe
All the time you spent trying to fit in and no-one even cares
It’s so ridiculous babe
Watching you turn as I burn
It’s like you’re not even there

Baby don’t you try and hold my hand?
Maybe you should keep your eyes on your new girlfriend

Don’t know what I saw
But are you seeing it now?
Woke up this morning, bitterness in my mouth
Guess I fell too fast
Guess I learned my lesson
So much for true love
I’ll take this chivas instead

I’ll take this chivas instead
Over your bed
It wasn't even good
Trust me
I must have been so so so so lonely
You are crap, yeah
You should keep your eyes on your new little friend
It’s hard not to look I know
I’m amazing
I love you chivas.

15 . SOBER (radio edit)
16 . HAUNTED (demo)
obs.: as faixas que contêm o “*” são aquelas que não consegui encontrar o(s) autor(es). Sorry!

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